Having a very bad streak at the moment. My colon seems dead and i need tons of laxatives , which barely work anyway. today , a friend wrote me a message asking if he can come around. This should be something to be happy about….but for me it means extra pressure. Will I be ” empty” and feel decent by the time he comes around? As I am afraid of yet another impaction plus i don’t want to miss seeing him, I started pumping laxatives into my system even before breakfast. 5 to 10 minutes later, the intense pain started and i started getting hives. Thank God it’s Saturday and my fiancé was there at my side while my body was trying to throw up. Yet, only saliva came out, i felt like I was suffocating. No, it’s not just constipation.
I went some and was feeling ok when my friend and his partner arrived. For 2 hours I forgot about my bad tummy day and had a really nice time. Moments like these are precious.